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Sun Jan 3, 2010, 11:17 AM

_{if you don't like the art that i produce here on deviantart, or for that matter anywhere else you happen to find it, i shall offer you a quick and easy solution.

dont fucking look at it

because you don't like it, or its "not your style" doesn't mean i'm going to stop producing it. because trust me, i won't.
i like blood, i like guts, i like gore. thats why im a training makeup and special effects artist, idiot. -facepalm-

this is MY 2010, and no ones gonna tell me how to live it.

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Mood: Annoyed
Drinking: innocent smoothie

F U C K you i wont do what you tell me

Sat Dec 19, 2009, 2:03 AM

_{Soooo,as im sure you all already know, Rage against the machine, is batteling it out against the Xfactor this week for christmas number one here in the UK. i dont know why, but im so desperate for them to be number one this year, i think it would just be great to give those jumped up microwavable poptarts a kick in the nads and say - DENIED!

that and rage are fucking awesome.

teen angst forevaaaa

oh and merry xmas folks.

x}

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Mood: Christmas Spirited
Listening to: killing in the name of - RAGE
Eating: pomegranet seeds
Drinking: ROCKSTAR

B i r f d a i i i i

Journal Entry: Wed Nov 11, 2009, 9:21 AM

_{So, abit's happend since my last entry,
unfortunatly, i lost my job due to my "lack of availabity" which, to be perfectly fucking honest, i think was abit of a lie. I worked - ONE!! - four hour shift a week, that they wanted me to be available SEVEN days a week for. During the summer when i could have worked any days and any hours, they didnt want me at all except for a sunday or saturday shift? so now come mid winter, they want me several times a week, when they know im at college? -sigh-
I was utterly gutted and still quite am, i loved the people i worked with and felt comfortable there... but oh well... i didnt want to be working there forever, its not what i want outta life. SOOO onwards and upwards.
College is going really well - I may post some of the make up work ive done, theyre not the best images, seeing as theyre taken on my shitty camera phone... but theyre examples nevertheless I really enjoy it there and have made some lovely friends Im absolutly shatterd from the commute up there every day, but once im there its okay, i have a love hate relationship with london and all its inhabbitants.
SO, on sunday i turn 19. DUNDUNDUNNNNN. makes me feel old, when really im not, im still a pup. Im quite looking forward to it, ill be spending it with the person who matters most in my life and thats all i could ask for -sigh=
I should be getting a new laptop through soon, which means i wont have this piece of shite (which might i add, has decided to switch itself off THREE times whilst ive tried writing this journal )so i'll get myself some newer versions of photoshop, pick my camera up and try inspire myself some more... no promised though

apart from all that... nothing else really is new. OH my sister-inlaw Mary has FINALLY moved over to the UK from Oaklahoma! so thats all good.

hope everything is nice and shiney in everyone elses world, dont freeze to death

x}

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Mood: Suggestive
Listening to: allen and ed playing PES2008
Eating: nothing. HUNGIIII
Drinking: mountain dewwww <3

Skin by `ginkgografix

- S N O R E - z z z z z

Fri Oct 9, 2009, 12:07 PM

Mood: Passionate
Listening to: old ps2 games
Reading: bruce campbell : if chins could kill
Watching: boys playing warhammer
Playing: dungeon keeper 2
Drinking: 7up

_{so, ive just completed my first two weeks at cavendish doing my media makeup and special effects pro diploma. and its great, a really lovely little course, little being the oprative word. there are 4(!!) people in my class, encluding myself. im the only british person there, two are japanese and one is malasian.
my only strife is getting up bastard early to get the train all the way into london (100+ miles) and twatting about on the underground, but other than that its great. in a nice area of london, actually located in camden town, 5 minutes from the famous camden market. and 15-20 minutes walk from covent gardens. which by the is the home to the greatest theatre makeup store in the whooooole of london.
im liking this course mainly cause, i have work experience for the BBC in december (-fingers crossed-) and possible work experience on a film set in 2010. so, all good things

other than all that stuff, me and my lovely allenface are wonderful, couldnt be happier with someone so supportive

Oh, and everyone should send their congratulations and love to who gave birth to a gorgeous baby girl named Belle Eliza Gammon two weeks ago yesterday.
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shes adoreable. keep an eye out for some mummy-baby shots coming soon, whilst she's still so tiny!

x}

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then i was like O H M Y G O D W E E E E E E E E !

Wed Sep 16, 2009, 2:49 PM

Mood: Bewildered
Watching: district 9
Drinking: JOOOOOOOOOZ

_{soooooooo, good news dArlings... i only went and got accept into cavendish to become a media make up and special effects artist!!!!111"!22!"!1

yeah, no interview necessary. they must have heard of my greatness? haha no, in all seriousness im fucking chuffed beyound belief. I just hope Jessops wont mind me cutting back my availabilty for a while which'll suck giant ass cause i love working there with those guys, they make coming to work worth it

err... in other news? i dont know, my car door handle broke but then got fixed? i duno thats not so exciting... err? hmm. about it really.

sorry if youd stumbled across this entry thinking i might have created world peace or cured hunger... so ya...

GO ME!

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